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love is multicolored and strange

by euclid

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traveling A beautiful album depicting the struggle of home: leaving, returning, running from, and memories of it. "I'm going to California when I get money for the ride..." Favorite track: i saw an old lover today.
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1.
i been feeling blue and I don't know why but every pretty face makes me want to cry you were such a part of everything about home sometimes i feel i could love you as my own but i know its probably just my heartache, have you been told left her saturday and it felt so cold so i hitched a ride to the oceanside where its warm to see some friends i made so long ago and you you were the very best thing for me i said you those nights were the very best thing for me you i remember when i learned your name and it makes me feel ive been so long away away from home
2.
family room 04:48
i was born in a hellish suburban town on the outskirts of albany where my grandparents still live now i didnt know it but my fate was sealed sitting cross-legged in our family room while pop played that 6 string steel guess i always was the melancholic type i dont have fun in games, cant dance cause im too uptight if i dont learn to loosen up right how am i to sleep at night mama says darling sweetheart just calm down youll grow up sometimes youll find it just takes time to feel fine are the flowers in my voice enough to make it real the love i so ubiquitously feel you must know by now sometimes its like the only hands on my wheel arent mine somehow papa told me thered be days of bliss then thered be days when you wake up thinkin nothing could be worse than this papa told me and i guess he was right he said the only thing to do is to get on your feet and fight thank the lord for the friends i have at home thank the lord for the lovers that have made me grow and thank the lord for the love so often shown in the family rooms ive come to know mama says darling sweetheart just calm down youll grow up sometimes youll find it just takes time to feel fine are the flowers in my voice enough to make it real the love i so ubiquitously feel you must know by now sometimes its like the only hands on my wheel arent mine somehow
3.
ive got cuts all on my fingers i got yellow on my teeth ive got a tongue that often lingers when i open my mouth to speak mama dont you take the edge off cause i wanna stay sharp as i can life each day is full of loss i gotta learn to understand so just hold me please and say im an honest man i dont wanna be no savior though ill be one if i can i aint much for doing favors but your wish is my command all i ever wanted was to breathe some and look at my plans and instead of being haunted say ive done the best i can so hold me please and say im an honest man hey mama take my hand help me come through what i dont understand hey mama help me be the honest man she thought she'd seen before she knew i was a nervous boy trippin through life like a wind up toy she didnt know i was a nervous boy she didnt know i was a nervous boy ill be up at midnight thinking bout how far ive come mama dont you know ill be just right i got spirit in my blood but sometimes i get so anxious that i feel i could turn to sand can you free my mind of anguish so i can do the best can just hold me please and say im an honest man
4.
in this town old friends surround me i saw an old lover today i didnt want to stop to say hello but she came my way so many nights i spent beside her praying that shed always stay its so fucked the way things change guess thats all im trying to say wrap clean clothes around me i wear this shirt everyday and sometimes i feel the grime of yesterday and im reminded that summers flying with every unwashed coffee stain i saw an old lover today and now shes throwing pictures round my head and now shes throwing flowers on my bed and now i ask her reasons why in life you either leave or die inside my heart is wondering why its led to old friends im going to california when i get money for the ride if i see you on the other side im gonna try to run and hide i just cant take these haunts around me wondering why i often lied and said i never cared anyway i saw an old lover today
5.
ive known you for so many years i think that youre the best friend that i have you would tell me i was beautiful when most of what i said or did felt so bad remember us kids makin jokes in class when we never could sit still always had to laugh about who knows what well brother aint it funny how some things change everythings much darker but we still laugh just the same if you think you gotta be strong youre wrong i know that youve been tired for awhile brother you could use some company you can walk your dark and dusty road with me you and i were both always melancholic kids but while i was at family parties having fun you were going through so much shit i know i dont understand where youre from but i love you brother and you know ill always be the one to hold you in my arms like i was your mother and make you feel loved when have no other left to turn to from the very first day i saw your soul i still aint found another that was made of such pure gold if you think you gotta be strong youre wrong i know that youve been tired for awhile brother you could use some company you can walk your dark and dusty road with me
6.
i feel fine 04:50
once we were like birds of a feather how do distant birds still flock together even once they learn its not forever im sorry for the way i made you learn it better but baby once you knew what i could do every sorrow i could put you through why keep me hanging on its time to move along let me right my wrongs cause babe i feel fine i still miss those precious times but i feel fine maybe somewhere down the line i could love you again just as friends but baby right now i feel fine i guess its just my way to learn through trial and error you just couldnt wait and nothing could be fairer please dont cry dont lie and tell yourself its wrong i still feel so young and immature i gotta learn not to fear anymore im growing inside and it makes me feel alive so be satisfied cause babe i feel fine i still miss those precious times but i feel fine maybe somewhere down the line i could love you again just as friends but baby right now i feel fine so if you think you miss me ill remind you again heartache makes us older than the years can i must learn to set my mind at ease i must be alone to find whats good for me and love myself without the help of any other so say hello to your brother hows your mother let em know theyll never find another quite like you my friend lets pretend thats all you were and babe ill be fine i still miss those precious times but i feel fine maybe somewhere down the line i could love you again just as friends but baby right now i feel fine
7.
when i get home i get aches in my bones and i feel so alone even when mamas home i get to thinkin about the way we've grown how everythings changin anytime that youre feelin really low just call me on the phone and you wont be alone that goes out to everyone that ive ever known i will arrange it rolling back the shadow i think im done with all my fooling around gotta keep my feet on the ground so i can run outta town when i hear that my fantasy life is no longer fiction as i get older i get a little bolder but i still aint gotten over that uneasy smolder of the memories of past lives that left without prediction rolling back the shadow when someday i am a big star send me a letter i wanna know where you are wont let no one get away from me i remember ice cream with my cousins up in albany but who can say their memories arent always getting dimmer californias a mighty long ride but with god on my side i wont need to hide ill just get in the car and drive even if its pouring im scared of many things in this life like how to find a wife and how to treat people right but most of all im scared of whats outta sight ahead and behind me rolling back the shadow
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then again 02:18
so many roads to walk on any road is mine if i get to it in time before i die guess i wont quit my schoolin but when im good as done im gonna head straight for the sun and keep on running and then again once more and then again who'll come a'running with me running through my days running through my nights and in the rain ive got friends a plenty but i could use some more ill love 'em till im born into another and then again once more and then again i told her that id changed my mind from wanting fame but i was lying if i dont run away if i dont find some fame before it gets too late youll find me crying got no wind to lead me save my own i want a thousand homes and i aint just dreaming world keeps changing on me faster than i know but ill take it nice and slow 'till my arrival and then again once more and then again
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keachi acres 01:36
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released August 28, 2016

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euclid New Paltz, New York

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matthew eriole: guitars, vocals, percussion

madeline finnegan: violin

maya del rosario: bass

elizabeth eriole: vocals, album art

all songs written and produced by matthew eriole
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